I really thought I had it this month... 😭

So woke up this morning to take a hpt, 4 days late for af.

But no. I just wasted a test, because af wasn't late today! She was just hiding, waiting for me to take the test, and then discover that she is here!!

That nasty af, one of very few things that can make me wake up, and start crying my eyes out within a few minutes. I'm feeling so hopeless right now, but hubby has promised that I'm in charge this month.

So maybe I'll get my BFP in 35 days, right in time for both our birthdays.

I hope so.

We both need this so much. We cannot wait for our sticky bean. We already love him/her so so much.