"If I don't have a miscarriage, then..."

Marissa

This is the beginning of every thought I have had so far this pregnancy. Last pregnancy I miscarried into week 6. Right now I am 5 +5. I am so worried and I can't help it. Every little ache, pain, and cramp scares the crap out of me. And when there are no symptoms, it does the same. I really want to relax. I just don't know how.