My ex of 6 years ago and I have had this indescribable love that constantly sparks till today started sexting and we’ve teased over text and I’ll send booty pics but he’s deployed until next July and I sent him a video of me you know playing with myself and I never did this before and he’s the first I’ve ever done this with. I feel embarrassed but idk why he’s seen me naked and we have so much history and passion for each other. Is it weird?! Help me out! Idk why I’m embarrassed he told me not to be embarrassed and he still loves me as I am.

Then I went about how we should make a sex tape lol omg I hate myself 😂 helpp like I need girl talk. I’m 23 he’s 26