PLEASE READ.. NEED ADVICE.. I’ve scrolled through this “body positivity” and haven’t seen this once..

I’ve been going through this about.. a half an hour and I’ve seen stuff about stretch marks which yes I have read through a few comments got tips to help make them fade.. but I haven’t seen one thing about body hair. And I’m not talking about blonde peach fuss I’m talking about like dark hairs. I pretty much have it all over my body it’s not as noticeable in other places but my back is very bad, my booty, my arms and my stomach.. idk what to do I’ve tied waxing it shaving it i was going to get laser hair removal professionally done but it would come around to 1,500 euro (I’m Irish sorry) anyways.. I’m 15 it’s too expensive so my mother suggested that I get a laser hair removal machine.. idk I’m kind of scared to do it myself. But I want it done so bad I cry almost every night. All my friends have perfectly hairless bodies pretty much (blonde). PLEASE DOES ANYONE ELSE HAVE BODY HAIR LIKE MINE OR HAVE ANY ADVICE.. and I know people say “embrace it” but I can’t it embarrasses me so much😢