I'm very upset I most likely have a c section

So today at my doctors appointment my OB said my son is still breeched. I'm 37 weeks pregnant. My OB said if he is still breeched by my next appointment we will be discussing C section. I have a 10 month old already. having a c section will be impossible. How will I be able to take care of a 10 month old and a newborn while recovering?? 😫😰😭 I just want to cry