What do I do?

Sierra • Learning how to be strong

Okay so I have been single for like 2 months. But I’ve been talking to two guys. Yes I have slept with both. But the first one just wanted to be “friends” so I started talking to guy #2. Let’s call guy #1 Adam and guy #2 Trevor.

Adam has his own little apartment, car, works with his brothers. And does date night every Friday. He has a big you know what but The sex is okay. Kissing is meh. And when I leave he’s just like bye! And I have to walk out by myself.

Trevor has had his fair share of shit gone wrong in his life. But he lives with his brother, has a car and a job. He’s really sweet, and a total gentleman. Like I had to wake up super earlier when he woke up with me, and made me the PERFECT cup of coffee! Like I mean perfect sugar, cream and coffee ratio. Walked me to my car and kissed me good bye. Or makes sure I make in to my house when it’s dark and it’s not all about sex.

I don’t know what to do. Like I only started talking to “Trevor” after “Adam” decided we should be “friends with benefits” then just friends.

I’m confused.

***Update***

Trevor didn’t actually feel the same 😕