Friends

I broke up with my best friend of 7 years from high school in September. I broke up with her because I eventually learned that she was my friend because I was convenient for her... now I saw on social media that she may have a bf. I was so jealous that I kinda wished bad upon her... I felt bad for wishing something like that on her, but I was so severely co dependent with her. I feel pathetic that she moved on and I'm still dwelling on our old friend ship