Mental health

I love this app and most people on it. It helped me get pregnant with my daughter after I was told I probably wouldn’t have kids and I’ve gotten a lot of really great sound advice from some of you ladies. However due to a really bad past I have extreme anxiety trust issues. There has been so many posts lately about cheating and affairs that I am starting to over analyze everything my husband does in my own head and it’s causing my anxiety to go through the roof. I feel crazy for letting it get to me but it’s almost midnight and I can’t sleep because of it. I know there’s going to be a lot of people on here tell me I’m “extra” or “dramatic” or even attention seeking but I can’t talk to anyone else or get my fear out any way else. So I’ll just post here, anonymously. I just needed to get that out.