I just don’t understand what’s happening...

Amber

I’m now 5 days late to my period, Glow has recalculated my expected date 3 times now. Over the past 5 days I’ve had 7 BFN on my test. I wouldn’t say I’m stressing hard or anything like that to keep AF from showing and I have no symptoms of her showing up anytime soon. I can’t even phantom going to spend money on another round of tests right now, because I’ve spent so much already just to hear no as an answer. TTC is the hardest journey I’ve ever been on, 7 months now of nothing, I thought this month was it, but with all the BFN I just don’t know anymore. Losing my hope and losing some steam. :(