Can someone please just talk to me. I suddenly just got really depressed today thinking about an abortion I had in September. I’m at work, and I had to go to the washroom because I was gonna cry just thinking of it. First off, I’m 17 and I want able to have the baby. But I just get depressed thinking, I’ll never get to know what you looked like, I’ll never hold your hand, walk you to school, stare at your beautiful face, laugh with you, or even know your name. I just wish I could have had my baby because it hurts me so much 😭😭😭😭 I wish I could go back and tell mySelf not to do it. My baby would have turned my life around. I miss him/her so much and would give anything to have had the opportunity to carry and raise the baby. I don’t know what to do... I just wanna cry and lay in bed until I fall asleep....