4 Days Until AF Due... My heart and hopes are shattered already

Woulfe

I keep reading other women's stories and posts of how they are finding out up to 8 days before expected period. I keep getting my hopes higher every day saying maybe it's just to soon but after yet another BFN and the "Not Pregnant" staring me down I can't help but feel hopeless... At this point I see many women with at least faint lines... 14 months of being on the edge of my seat waiting for that amazing and exciting moment telling me it's my turn, and being shattered every time it's stark white and screaming at me that I failed once again... Making me feel less of a women and less of a wife :(