I just wanted to say thank you to all that I’ve met that were kind to me on here - and even those who weren’t. I can no longer be on cc anymore and if I do it won’t be for probably at least a year if I make it..

I am dying literally. I am in the hospital. I am getting worse. My children are so upset that I can’t be next to them as am I. I am bawling. I can’t stop. I can’t think. I can hardly breathe. Literally.

I just wanted to remind everyone to PLEASE live each day like it’s your last. You may NEVER know when it’s the end.. please spend more time with your families. It is VERY important.

Please remember to love your family and friends and reach out to those in need.

Sweetheart 💛

UPDATE i am in extreme hypertensive crisis and my organs are shutting down. This all occurred suddenly, without warning, after having my beautiful baby girl on the first. Been in the hospital since and my BP is resistant to all the meds. No one knows why this is going on and we can’t figure it out despite seeing over 20 doctors. My daughter is begging me to come home, won’t eat, sleep, nothing, she is 2 and a half. It breaks my heart to see her like this. I am not allowed to get up or anything I am in bed. Can’t have visitors for more than 15 mins because my bp will skyrocket more.. so my daughter had to be “sent out” after seeing her mother who she is very attached to and misses very much. I am a wreck right now, and I know too much surrounding the medical field, I honest to god believe I will not make it through. It is scary.. but thank you all for the prayers and well wishes.. I am literally alone in the hospital and can’t stop thinking about my children. Again, please remember to love your family and love each day like it’s your last because seriously, life can be taken from you with no notice.