Nervous to test.....

Kristy

First time posting and first month TTC. My periods has kind of been all over the last few months but the app is saying I should get it Tuesday. I’m trying not to over analyze symptoms (feeling like I’m having all the early signs) however because this isn’t my first pregnancy I don’t know if because I know what to expect, I’m imagining things..... so now I’m to the point where I don’t want to test because I don’t want to see a negative. With having the thought of being pregnant, I’ve gotten my heart sold on July and don’t want to be disappointed. I see a lot of posts of ladies taking tests but is there anyone afraid to take their test??