I’m 17 an I lost my virginity in April last year I was 16 he cheated on me and we broke up I didn’t have sex again until October I’m January I ended up in a relationship with a long time friend and we had sex and the relationship went left when he cheated on my and I stayed so I cheated on him to get back at him and I felt horrible after me and him broke up but I kept having sex with him because I was scared to let him go I finally cut off sex with him and we tried to stay friends cuz I love him and we were friends before the relationship last Monday I had sex with my ex from like 7th grade and I enjoyed it I though we were gonna be something but he ended just wanting to have sex with me... I enjoy having but I want love I’m 17 with 5 body’s and I feel really ashamed and idk if I’m crazy or if that really to many people to have with in a little over a year.. I get weak when guy tells me he is attracted to me and he cares about me and I don’t wanna keep having sex with guys who don’t care about me but I feel like if I don’t have sex they won’t want me and I don’t know what to do ADVICE PLEASE!!!!! I want your opinion honestly but please don’t bash me 😭😓