I’ve been on glow for over a year but never posted. I just turned 39. I’ve been married for two years. Today I feel for the first time that this will never happen for me. Another negative test today. So many emotions this morning of sadness and anger and just overall upset. My biggest dream in life has always been to be a mom but I’m starting to accept that it might just not be in the cards for me. I’m not looking for pity or anything just putting it out there into the universe to the baby gods.