Hi, i just want to share, because somehow I feel desperate and i guess Im looking for comforting. We have been ttc for 6months and im in 24CD today. (9DPO)I havent tried the test this cycle but im so scared that itll be negative again. O have no symptoms whatsoever. Im just waiting if menzes comes. I just want to say- i do feel desperate sometimes. I keep aksing myself questions- am i not enough for the baby? Did God forget about me? Deep inside I know that there is reason for everything, but im in denial and I feel angry sometimes. Im trying to be a good person, to deserve the gift. I just felt like I need to share these emotions and Im very thankful for this community. And ladies, I love seeing your#BFPs because it gives me so much hope and joy. It makes me believe. Thank you💗