I understand my body needs to heal but I’m ready to try again and I have to wait until I get the go ahead at my 4 weeks check up. Plus my husband wants to wait and try in February. Which I understand it’s been hard on him having two losses in three months. I have one child already and he’s a wonderful distraction from the TTC frustrations lol. I just want that BFP excitement, that hearing the heartbeat excitement, feeling kicks, and holding my new little one. Ready for my rainbow after the storm. Sorry just had to vent.