I’m gay and Muslim..

Religiously, it’s wrong but I really love her and I know she feels the same. She’s been trying to have a baby through donors but it hasn’t been working. Im 100% supportive of her choices. I’m a little concerned as to how my family would take to me being with a female and starting a family with her. Since we’ve been dating, I feel like a fraud. So I stopped making my prayers and I feel a little guilty. But on the other hand, she makes me happy. Do I denounce my religion or...? I don’t know what to do because I’m NOT leaving her but I know my family wouldn’t approve. They’d probably “disown” me.