In my feelings

I have a 2 year old who will be 3 in January. I’ve had terrible baby fever for a while now, my boyfriend doesn’t mind if we have another baby he says if it happens it happens. But it hasn’t yet, it’s happening to everyone around me and I can’t help but be upset. Last month and this month my period was both late and I ended up taking tests and they were negative and then got my period a few days later, and I end up crying. I don’t know what to do to get my mind off of wanting one and trying to not get upset whenever my period comes. Ugh 😔