Here we go again

I would be 9 weeks Wednesday, I wasn't going for my first ultrasound until the 17th, but that changed today. I had been spotting for a few days, but last night I passed a clot and then the spotting was increasing. I went for an ultrasound today and the fetus was only measuring 6w5d and there was no heart beat. They told me I had a 50/50 chance of losing it or not, and I had labs drawn today and I'll be rechecked in a couple of days. But I'm sure I'm miscarrying at this point, more bleeding, more clots. My husband and I are heart broken. It was my 1st pregnancy although I had a chemical in September, so my second loss. I'm just angry right now. This sucks. I'm glad I did get a picture to remember the little one by. Good bye bean.