to test or not to test

So I added pictures from my apps and just wanted to know should I test today or wait? I was going to wait until the 10th when I got paid to buy one but I don't wanna wait. I feel so good today (the day AF was supposed to show her face). I thought for sure she was going to come early. Like 3 days ago I had some really bad cramps and TMI I've been pooping a lot and my boobs hurt more than ever. the worse being today. I just don't want to test then AF come. I have little tiny cramps off and on but nothing like AF. I really want this so bad. ttc for half a year maybe a little more. I keep feeling like I need to check for AF but it ends up being a little bit of clear cm. I just want those 2 beautiful pink lines! 🤞 oh and I "did the dead" this morning thought AF would show after that (usually invites her over 😒) but nothing

I log mpre on ovia because it's more detailed but I LOVE glow because of the people and I'm addicted to reading everybody's stories and stuff.