HUGE AREOLAS

Ugly? Or not. Mine literally are so big, I'm 19 so most guys are pretty judgmental at this age and all I hear them talk about are how awesome small areolas are. To embarrassed to get naked in front of anyone.. literally covers half my boob not exaggerating. I sent a pic to a boyfriend who hadn't seen me naked yet, and he said "ew" and I said what and he said "that's funny but i almost threw up send me a picture of your actual boobs." He really thought I sent a image off google as a Joke. Needless to say I quit talking to him. My self esteem is ruined...