how long does it hurt??

ok so i’ve had sex like 4 times and it still hurts like kinda bad. so when does it stop hurting 😂😂

also tell me why i can’t even handle it so we have to stop and he’s never came inside me 🙄 i honestly feel like a sissy.

AND TO TOP IT ALL OFF, i always used to love sucking dick. and now it’s like i can’t even suck his because somehow ive developed a really bad gag reflex that didn’t use to be there??? and ugh it’s just embarrassing idk. thoughts???