just found out yesterday I am pregnant. This will be my 5th pregnancy and hopefully 3rd child. I just lost my last baby at the end of June at 13 weeks 5 days. It ended up being an infected miscarriage and I had to have an emergency D&C.; Now I find I am scared of every twinge and ache. I want to be excited and plan. But afraid to get my hopes up. Only my husband knows and I am afraid to tell anyone else. My doc won't see you until you are 8 weeks so I have to wait until the 27th for my appointment. Almost seems like years away. (ha sorry I get my flare for the dramatics from my rainbow 4 year old.) I honestly can't remember how I handled my pregnancy with my daughter this one seems so different.