.. just a little vent

Brittany • Mommy of two wonderful boys, they are my world. <3 :) PCOS fighter!💪

-So I have two beautiful boys. 9 & 5. They are the beat of my heart. After my 2nd son I was diagnosed with PCOS as well as gallbladder disorder(awaiting surgery). It was alot to get used to but with the help of meds and a few other things I was able to get my cycles back on track. My ovulation and period have never been more correct and its been this way for about 8 months now.

But to make a long story short, I was with a guy about 2 years ago, I thought he was my forever. Then it got bad abusive one night. The kids & I left and I never went back.

Well, my current boyfriend, my high school sweetheart, made his way back into my life and we are celebrating a year in Dec. He is my saving grace and Im so blessed to have him back after 13 years. But anyway, through my ex, and my bf I never used protection, (I didn't think I could get pregnant again due to issues as to why I didnt with my ex) but now that I think about it, its been well over 2 years AND 2 different men and I have yet to become pregnant. I want another child with my bf. He doesnt have any biologically even though he claims mine. I would love to have a 3rd baby before I make a decision to have my tubes tied. Every one I work with, my friends, family members keep getting pregnant and Im happy for them but it makes me sad to see all the baby talk knowing I may not get to experience it again. Im happy with my boys of course and if it ends up just being them I will be okay. But I love the thought of maybe having us one, we have so many sweet moments and it would just be the glue to mold us together! I know it's a long post. Just hoping to some positive similar stories! 😊😘