Okay..So i was in a horrible relationship for 10years. (Horrible is an understatement) We went our separate ways.(Will talk about that at a later time) I met this wonderful man. We have a long distance relationship due to him working out of state or out of town most of the time. Well he told me he loved me and it scared the living daylights out of me. I didnt tell him for a few days because i was worried, my mind was racing. But i eventually told him i loved him too. Still a little scary cuz the last man i loved broke me down. But this feels different. I really dont know how the hell to explain it. We are constantly play fighting and cutting a fool with each other. Hes not just my love but my bestfriend. I still feel bad for not saying it for a few days but i was scared. I still cant believe he said it first.