I honestly don’t know WTD

Ja

So I️m hoping that i am pregnant i was on the depo shot from July to October and i didn’t get my second shot had lots of sex with my partner and i am noticing that I’ve been a lot more tired and have been having back pains and i always look bloated but i barely eat due to lack of appetite i want to take a test but at the same time i don’t because it’ll disappoint me if i am not 😪😓 i don’t know what to do