Is this real?

Rose • 💗 5.16▪💔 8.17▪💗 7.18▪💗 12.19▪💗11.21▪💔 10.26 💚 11.19 Catholic, keto, old-school momma

Are the lines getting darker? Or is it just my imagination? I can barely tell if they are there at this point or if I just want to see two lines. I just want another child. Second cycle after 14.3W miscarriage in mid August. Shouldn't a real line be darker by 15 DPO? I'm trying so hard to not get my hopes up right now.