Is this real?

Rose • Catholic, natural, healthy, old-school momma▪💗 5.18.16▪💛 8.19.17▪💗 7.12.18▪💗 12.29.19

Are the lines getting darker? Or is it just my imagination? I can barely tell if they are there at this point or if I just want to see two lines. I just want another child. Second cycle after 14.3W miscarriage in mid August. Shouldn't a real line be darker by 15 DPO? I'm trying so hard to not get my hopes up right now.