Defeated. *updated*

He is refusing to come.

Doctor is refusing to induce until next week. He's measuring 9lbs 8oz, so by next week god knows how big he'll be.

I'm a week over my due date. I've tried every wives tale in the book (except castor oil) and I just feel defeated. I feel abandoned, I don't know what to do.

*Update* I will apparently be having c-section on Tuesday. Doctor is worried he is too big to give birth naturally. Something about his shoulders. I am absolutely crushed. I feel like a failure.