So my last couple of relationships were hell on my mental health. My last one was with a guy on the other side of the country and won’t let his walls down for me. And the one before that was an ass. Only talking about what he wanted to do, not letting me work on my homework or doing anything I really wanted to do. Plus when he came to visit me at college we only had sex I wasn’t able to go to work or do homework.

So it’s been months since I’ve had a boyfriend longer without sex. I when to my dorms Halloween last weekend and I had to talk a friend back to her dorm because she was completely out of it. And I come back to find my friends left but I spend a good couple of hours get my makeup just right. And I guy comes up and we start talking for two hours. And now we talk every night. I’m so confused on what’s going on.