I really thought he wasn’t like the others but for him to talk about girl in front of me was fine cause I rejected him but for us to end up sleeping together n he still did it then start acting like I’m nothing in front of his friends. N this morning I hit him up to tell him I was throwing up but he hasn’t got even opened it. Smh I hate myself n I’m in so much other shit already n just the fact that I really just let this nigga get the tittle of being able to say yea I fucked.