Idk if I have depression..?

I feel like the reasons that I feel down all the time are valid. So I don’t think I’m depressed..

My bfs an ass but that’s nothing new. All of your bfs are assholes too right? And you don’t want to get in bed and cry when he is do you?

He’s been out of work for 4 months. I’m drowning in bills and he’s adding extra baggage to me. And he’s not even actively trying I find a job.

It’s easy to say just leave him because he seems to be the only reason behind why I’m feeling so terrible. But we all know it’s not that simple. We have a child together and 5 years behind us.

To add to it, I don’t have anyone. The majority of my family is strung out on drugs so I can’t lean on them for support.

My question is, is this enough to make anyone else feel depressed to the point where you have suicidal thoughts?

Everything else is fine. I like my job. My daughter is healthy and growing.