Advice please

I don't know what to do, or how to feel. Some background info. Right now for us it's complicated. We have bad days when we are apart, good days when we are together. We don't hang out as much as we used to because we both graduated. Him and I have really bad depression and abandonment issues cause of our pasts.

What he means "You know what" is he thinks I'm pregnant cause my AF came week early.

By rubbing, I mean he wanted to do anal, I didn't. So I let him rub his dick between my cheeks, I wasn't that into it cause I didn't plan to go over to his house for sexual reasons. Just to cuddle.

By teller, I mean he said if I felt a connection we were ok, if I didn't we weren't. Since I wasn't really into it I didn't feel a connection.

So, any advice?