Ssssooooooo something kinda happened 😳

OK so this might be longish but anyway. I am a hermit first of all and I have just about zero social life outside of being online. I come across some interesting people. But I'm not gonna stray far from my story. I was going through a few groups as usual and one guy (out of the many other weirdos that night) messaged me and we chatted for a while. He's a year younger than me and he sounded kinda cute. I say sounded because at the time he didn't have his face as his profile which was not a problem since I didn't either. He was pressing me for nudes and sex or whatever. He was quirky and cute. He's slightly annoyed by my constant sarcasm but understands that it's just my personality. We didn't really get into deep conversation much but I enjoyed talking to him. At one point he stopped talking for like a week or two and personally my patience and memory can get pretty bad so I let him(and many other people)know that I might have to delete him from my Kik if he doesn't talk in a few days or let me know he's busy. He talked and we started over yet this time when I teased him about being young he was calm and I asked why he responded with something like "it's fine cause I know your tone will change when I show you how dominant I can be" which COMPLETELY caught me off guard because I didn't think he liked me like that and I just was flustered for a moment. Cut to a month or so later when we're really flirty and he's now in a group with me low key teasing me and kinda pissing me off but in a weird good way. He asks if we should meet and I say sure and we meet at the movies, he hugs me, he's as cocky and annoying as he is online it's great. We sit down and he immediately says "Hold on, if I don't do this I'll regret it" or something like that and gets really close to my face, looking in my eyes, and kisses me and smirks sitting back in his chair as I'm kinda blushing and giggling. This was my first kiss and the second time meeting anyone online. Because I was embarrassed and didn't know what to say a lot I kinda kept saying "fuck you" because he knew exactly what he was doing. As the lights dimmed he got closer and kissed on my neck, held my inner thigh and I could do nothing but gasp and moan. He held my throat and kissed me putting his hand down my pants rubbing my pussy. He was really getting to me this was weird as fuck but I just couldn't stop him I really loved it. After the movie, kissing, fingering(missing my pussy once 😂), stroking his dick, sucking on each others necks, we walked out and talked a bit and he said "oh I forgot you don't know my real name"smirking and I just... I wish I'd slapped him but it's my dumbass that thought he was being sincere. He did tell me his name and we talked more and pretty personal things came up that I didn't expect which actually were sincere. We went back to my truck and sat for a moment then he started kissing me again and I teased him a bit and he fingered me harder this time sucking on my breasts. But he stopped before I could cum and made me suck it his fingers. I was low key upset neither of us came but then again I had to be home since my mother didn't know I was meeting him and in her truck. It was daylight out I mean it was cloudy from rain but still out in public with non tinted windows this was just a lot of things I wasn't expecting and felt stupid for doing and wanting to do again.🙈🙈🙈🙈

Update:

Nah he's gone.

He already wasn't talking much and I hadn't seen him in person in a month so didn't bother me too much. But what pisses me off is I wasted my time and tried when I knew it was probably just another failure. He proved me right. But um I should probably tell you what happened... He was kinda depressed and sad so I left him alone for a bit because I know I bugged him a lot. But this time I was concerned because his picture went black and that usually means someone is do upset that it's getting to a dangerous point. Especially since his picture said "I'm sorry". I asked what was going on and why the picture changed and he said "you're the only one who noticed. You care more than I gave you credit for". Being a depressed teen I knew this spiel so I decided to let him get it out and asked if there was anything I could do for him(hoping he wouldn't be one of those guys who asks for nudes). He asked what I would do and I told him that I know that at the moment I know there's not much I can do but I wish I could do more to help and I'm there to listen at the least. He then said do you want to play "how far can I push"? And I was curious so I said yes and he explained that when he's upset and depressed he pushes others away (same). He also began explaining that he only met me because he was depressed and horny and thought I would have been an easy fuck he was disappointed that we didn't do more and since we never said we were a couple or anything he continued talking to his "friends"... None of this bothered me in the least bit.

I knew these things. I felt these things. And if he communicated with me more he would have understood and maybe we could have been more. But no. I said ok and continue. He said he was annoyed that I was still there. He also brought up that he cares for no one but himself and the last person he cared for left. I kept listening and said ok. He then said he wish I would have given up and left or that he hadn't spoke to me or something like that (deleted the chat bad memory this literally happened 24hours ago). I then told him if he wanted me to go it's nothing but a word and that I recommend he tells me when he's not depressed. He said 'leave'. I told him I hope he finds happiness and deleted him. He also left my group even though I wish I could have kicked him out it would've been a better finishing move. But anyway.