Trying

My boyfriend & I have been trying for 5 months now & it’s been one hell of a journey. From getting my TOTM every other week, being hospitalized for a bit, feeling very discouraged... I really thought that this month was gonna be the month I’m late & finally become pregnant.... sadly, I’m not yet. Today’s my birthday & I just got my TOTM. I have so much mixed emotions. My baby fever is through the roof! & I just hope soon I’ll finally be able to post & say “I’m pregnant” 😓