So I found out a few days ago that I am pregnant and haven’t been to the doctors yet. But anyways, my relationship now is an living hell.

Me and my partner will argue nearly everyday and it’s just the little things that he argues about like he’s not grateful in what I do, having two kids already - 5yo and a 3yo, he doesn’t show me love nor does he show he appreciates what I do for him.

I am early stages, 6wks I think, and I am on a emotional roller coaster, my emotions are all over the place. I could literally cry right now while typing this.

I have no idea what am I gonna do and I do not want to be taking any medication, I do not want to be feeling I am ‘mental’..

Where I live right now, with my partner, I have none of my family nor my friends here! Only his family and friends here.. I am feeling lonely and hating life right now.

I still don’t know how I feel about having baby #3.. and it still hasn’t sunk in yet that I am pregnant again..