I am a mom of two beautiful boys who are 11 and 9. I love them more than anything in this world but I have always felt like something was missing. Ever since I was a little girl I knew I wanted to have a daughter. After my boys were born my husband was done having kids. I tried to be ok with it too because two is a lot to handle and I knew he didn’t want more. I have spent a lot of time in the past eight years grieving the loss of something I never had. I would talk to my husband about t but we always ended up in the same place. He was afraid to try again and have it be another boy (who we would have loved to pieces) and I would still have this ache in my heart. My husband brought this up to my pastor and we went to talk to him together. I’m not sure what changed my husbands mind exactly but about 6 months later he said we should try again. We got pregnant after 4 months of trying and just got the news today that we are having a baby girl! I have prayed to God so many times about this little girl that my heart loved before She even existed. I can’t wait to meet my little girl.