Questioning

I’m questioning if I’m transgender (FtM). I’m open to the idea but not super sure. All I know is that when I was younger, and I played house with my friends, I never wanted to be the mom but when I was, I would act more like the Dad.

- I don’t think of myself as female and that I have a mild dysphoria.

- I never really wanted to be female.

- I never liked hanging out with girls because they weren’t as fun, and I always wanted to be friends with guys but they never wanted to be friends with me.

- I liked having to play with male toys and wearing male shirts.

- I really like ties and am thinking of getting dress shirts.

This is a lot of proof that I could be. But I’m getting a short male haircut soon, just to be sure I am, and get male frames. I wasn’t thinking of getting male frames for this reason either, I really just want to have male frames.

Update: I also told my mom I could be and she just said “you’re not trans” or “you’re fine” I even told my best friend and she told me “you don’t look trans” and even “you’re not trans that’s for sure” and I cried after she left when I was in the shower.

- I never wanted to be the girl and never wanted to be told that I was a girl in elementary.