Updates on Tall&Creepy Business Men

Haylee

I think this is the same group I posted about what's been going on in my life for the past two weeks. And as a reminder, I'm referencing to the guy showing up at my house uninvited and to my job multiple times just to see me. Well, I finally did what I had to do. Multiple people told him to leave me alone. Multiple people told me that I had to be the one tell him. And I couldn't. It's not that I'm not strong enough to face him, but that I was genuinely scared and also didn't want to give him anything he could completely feed into. So, as a result, I called the cops instead. I got my coworker to stall him until the deputies got there and successfully issued a trespass warrant for both my house and my store. Which means that if he shows up, he goes to jail. He couldn't listen to anyone before and kept on coming in when I was there, even after being told not to do I had to do something. Now that it's over, I'm a little more at peace but not entirely. I don't love walking down to the beach because I know he jogs down the beach every now and then, and plays pool down at one of the bars. Every time I have been to the beach since this has been happening, I get anxious and start to feel sick and it feels as if my head is both floating and on fire. I only hope this will go away soon. Somehow, is convinced myself that once it was all over, I'd resume my life and work harder than I ever have before. But now it seems I was shaking for too long for it to just disappear so easily. If you guys have any tips on how to not be scared and not think of the face of whom which scares you, please let me know. I'm tired of having panic attacks just because his face is in my mind.