i made a mistake.

i’m posting this on eve because i don’t know who to go to with this. i’m 16, i’m a junior in high school and i had sex with a grown man. he was 22. i didn’t mean for it to happen at all. i really wish it hadn’t. but it wasn’t rape. i didn’t tell him no and he didn’t force himself on me, but i didn’t mean for it to happen. we met up at the park before i went home one night and he DID know how old i was. he started to kiss me and then he had sex with me at the park. and the very next day i never heard from him again. not only do i feel gross, but i feel like a loser. he only used me for sex, and now i have to worry about getting my period. it’s supposed to come tomorrow, but we had sex a little over a week ago. i already know anything can happen. i know anytime you have sex you should be prepared for the consequences. but it happened. i can’t change it. and i just wanted to share this because i’m hurting and i truly do not know what to do.

UPDATE. This man texted me last night telling me he lost his phone. i’m going to puke. that’s bullshit and i want to cry