Everyone around me is pregnant 😔

I first off wanna say I’m happy about everyone that is pregnant! But my impatience is killing me! I live in Alaska where it’s 24 hour dark and it’s freezing outside... We also only have 1 vehicle and my husband is always working so he needs it. I’m hoping to be pregnant this month but with nothing to do or keep me busy I’m just stressing over it so much 😢 how do you guys distract yourself while waiting for that BFP? I’m currently only 12DPO