Mixed feelings

My sister in law messaged me yesterday to tell me that she is going to be having a baby she isn't far along at all. I am happy for her but at the same time I am sad because we have been trying for so long and haven't been able to get pregnant.

He has lots of brothers and sisters so there isn't really a time that someone in the family isn't pregnant. I think it is just becoming harder because we have been to the doctor and they said that they can't explain why we haven't conceived. It has been 6 years of trying. we are doing more and more testing like it is never ending.

I am happy for family and friends having babies because I know how hard it can be to conceive. So please don't see this as I am upset with them, I am upset with my body for not working.