What would you do ?

My daughter is 4 months, she’s a mommy’s girl no doubt about it. Well, I went to work today the first since after having her, and it didn’t go well. She cried the whole time, telling me to parent, because I didn’t put teething toys in the diaper bag. She came home starving as hell screaming her head off, didn’t do my job right, and she just missed me so much. Do you think it’s a good time to even go back to work??