I recently suffered a miscarriage after being pregnant with my first child. i for years thought i just wasnt able to have children. after getting pregnant i was so excited. now after losing the baby i carried for 3 months, i am terrified of getting pregnant again and scared i will miscarry again. i struggle every day. its hard to get up. i just want to lay in bed and cry but im pushing through. i am 26 and in college and so im trying not to ruin what i have going for myself. everyday it gets a little harder. any advice anyone can give me? how do i get rid of these fears?