I feel like a failure

I just moved into a new state where I know no one and had barely any money. I moved out to escape the darkness from back home. I felt lonely. And i’ve only been here for a month and a half, got fired from my first job here that only last for 2 weeks, I have no money, I dropped out of school before moving here, and I feel like I’m failing at everything :’(. I don’t want to seem weak and tell anyone that i lost my job becuase for once I showed people I can do things on my own. But I honestly wish I was dead