ok... so my bf can be really romantic and cutesy in the morning. (like first waking up) and sometimes throughout the day but it only lasts for a very short while. well i want more romance in our relationship. we never go out on dates anymore. especially since he lost his job. while stresses me out more than anything cause this paycheck im getting goes straight to bills. i just broke down and cried at walmart cause we forgot a bag of food. thats how stressed i am. im not saying he has to be all expensive and whatnot but nothing is a surprise to me anymore. i wanna just come home one day to find dinner HE cooked on the table for me one day. or the bedroom cleaned up and maybe some candles lit. or a bath already drawn for a bubbly dip. or popcorn and snacks and pizza waiting for a cute movie night. nothing happens. 😒 i just want something different. a surprise. something cutesy. we arent even romantic during sex. its lame... we just go at it. clothes dropped and we go at it. no making out or anything. im so stressed out about my own health on top of everything. ive been noticing problems with my periods and health lately but i donr have health insurance and at this rate, i dont see how i can even afford it. im carrying him, my dog, and myself on my tiny $400-$500 paychecks. its impossible and i know he's been trying to look for a job but he's being picky by saying he doesnt want to work in fast food or restraunts. he hasnt found a job yet. its been a month. im tempted to move in with my mom or just start over again cause i just cant. i cant afford it. this is the situation i didnt want to be in.