Support/advice please😭

Sophie

First of im sorry for the long post i found out i was pregnant last week i was around 6weeks i could of jumped around my flat with exitement and due to family being around that time i told them and we were talking about who was buying what and baby names, this would of been my second child and i was so happy i cried... On thursday i had some light bleeding and it was brown i went to ane as i was worried they checked my urine and blood pressure and sent me home saying everything was good. On friday afternoon my bleeding got heavy, it was red and i was loosing some clots, so i went back to ane, again i did a urine test and had my blood pressure done, at 10pm a dr checked my cervix and said everything looks ok as it was closed and he said it could be a period and booked me in for a scan on monday 13th.

On monday i went for my scan before i had it i had to do another urine test and they said my hormone levels were 450, i went for my ultrasound and they couldnt find anything and continued with an internal scan, they told me i had miscarried😭😭 and to go back into the waiting room till a nurse saw me, i was heartbroken and annoyed, my emotions were all over the place. After an hour the nurse came to see me she told me i had a blood clot in my womb and she thinks the baby was behind it, confused i asked if there was a possibility that my baby could be behind the clot and be ok, she said there could be as i experienced no pain and that they couldnt pick up a heart beat till im 12weeks+, she checked my cervix again and was happy that it was still closed so took my bloods my hormone level was 450 she told me to come back on wednesday 14th for more blood results.

So yesterday i went back for my bloods done and they have dropped to 155, she asked if i had passed any large clots in my urine and i havent, so she thinks the clot and sack could still be attached and i have to go for another ultrasound on the 28th november, im really emotional, im depressed and angry that i wasnt told about the clot while i had my ultrasound, and angry at the nurse getting my hopes up, im also scared as i thought blood clots are dangerous? Ive already been told if it doesnt go i have to have it removed through surgery. Has anyone else experienced a clot in there womb? Ive never been through anything like this and im mortified, i cant eat or sleep, i dont know what to do. 😭😭

Any advice or support would be greatful and again im sorry for the long post 😭