THIS is what's causing me to have baby fever again!!! looking back at these pictures! of my bump, (oh how I miss it!!) and pictures of the delivery (ohhh how painful!!) and pictures of him brand new and wee bit little!!

why???! why do these pictures have such a profound effect on me?!?!

liam is only 7 months old, today! he was supposed to be the "caboose!" as we also have a 13 year old, and 10 year old twins.

it's just really hard to be closing that chapter. knowing I'll never have a bump again. or have baby laid on my chest just born, or to smell that sweet newborn baby smell....

there's so much to look forward to when you're a parent. yet, it's hard to close the chapter on "The Baby days "

anyone else find that baby fever never goes away? maybe it's always there?

it was stronger in the past. with past pregnancys. I think the reality of having a 5th kid balances it out. lol. but I still have a touch Of the baby fever bug.

maybe it'll disappear over time....