I feel like just giving up. Seems like no matter what I eat my numbers are still high. There has been a lot of chaos this past month in every aspect of my life. I played a lot of sports back in high school and suffered some injuries, specifically my hips and now I feel I'm re- living the pain. I sleep through my meals, I take my insulin late, it hurts my side to walk and can't serm to finish my water. I randomly cry and sleep 15+ hours a day. Sometimes consecutively. I can't help but to feel like a damn failure. I just want my baby boy to be ok.