Beyond scared!!

Jennifer

I'm 39 and had an HSG today (a procedure where they push dye through the Fallopian tubes to make sure they are not blocked). It hurt me so much that I am second guessing pregnancy/ childbirth. I have broken down in tears at least 3 times afterwards reminiscing about the whole procedure. I'm scheduled to have an <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> in one or two days and I'm scared to be pregnant. So scared that I am having panic attacks. I have done so many adventurous things in my life I don't know why I'm so scared of this. Im afraid I'll go off the deep end if I have 9 months to worry about something more painful. Any advice would be appreciated.